Losing the best

Ah, I just got home from being in Indiana for a week to help with VBS at a church. I am super exhausted but overwhelmed with the feeling of knowing I helped some kids discover Christ..Yep, that's right.. Well, besides the amazing feeling of that and the awesome experience I had there, my world is crashing all around me. Recently I lost two of the biggest most important people in my life and I think I'm losing myself as well. I don't know how I will live without those two people in my life to show me that I'm here for a reason. I don't know how I'm going to handle everyone treating me differently either. I have some getting used to and possibly some major changes to overcome. But I think I need to let go of what has been constantly in the back of my mind for quite some time. I know the one person that I really want to read this, won't. But, I've been told to do this anyway.
Here's to letting go..Interpret that how you please.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nICbEbCaK40&feature=fvst  --- Wow.. Just wow.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=JbqOplWlTcc&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocaOvp-EMFI&feature=relmfu

Sonngggg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=qX2ogjHSLZM&feature=fvwp

I am in love with this song, and Meghan and Liz!! (:

I love my dad!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yoBvKgreKyA

Meghan and Liz singing my favorite song, which makes me think of my Daddy!! You are the best dad, and I have no idea how you did it single when Lindsey and I were young. You can barely control us now. I know you're probably not reading this, but I don't care...

I love you, Dad. <3

Yes, I'm talking to you.

"I've been searchin', wonderin', thinkin'
lost and lookin' all my life
I've been wounded, jaded, loved and hated
I've wrestled wrong and right."

I just want you to know that I have always been there for you. But when I need to talk, or I need something you ignore me. Don't say you were busy, cause I know you weren't. You tell me a lot and would probably trust me with almost anything, but you're never there for me. So next time you are troubled, or want to talk to me, change your mind cause I'm not talking back. Maybe this will be your wake up call or "encouragement."

-Sincerely, Nobody.

Music brings people together

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZC6JuTlOVM&feature=related

Music really does bring people together. I seriously think that music can and will one day change the world. Music has so much meaning, and can speak the words through melody that our minds can't even think about saying. Whether the song is about death, or partying it can change people. <3

Love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3oqO2jLklc&context=C427b205ADvjVQa1PpcFO4IYsrN-pQHaEejxBTMDsIXfXzesQY3wc=

This song, is just amazing. It describes a relationship right now and I couldn't ask for anything better. Her voice is amazing so it makes it better. Just wishing this will all work out. <3